

The Many Ways to PlaySomewhere between shadows she stumbles upon plastic identities Moldings to hold and create lives that now sit empty in that soul.The Many Ways to Play
Her fears run wild against the restless night Childhood demons hunting for the sanity that seems to sit among the lies.
They stack together like cards Rising higher against the sky She huddles closely, ensuring safety Against the winds that burn so bright.
Choose a card little girl, Choose a life, Choose a plan.
But she chooses to keep them all in her hands.
If one seems to fail, she can let it go


Empty Handed From the StartLife is like that you know, ever changing ever moving but sometimes I run so fast I can't even catch myself It seems like I'm living in a dream with run on sentences and my repeated phrases Sometimes sorry carries nothing with it at all. Sometimes I love you is something we say to fill the void of what use to be, but has fallen into a way to fill the time.Empty Handed From the Start
I look back and see the things I wish I hadn't taken for granted because as I look forward all I see is dark Something cold and gray, lost behind curtains of what could be and what it is.
When it cuts back to real time, I'm


Permanence in the DarkYou know that feeling you have, The one right before you click off the light? The one that makes you look around your room once more as if seeing all those objects in the lightPermanence in the Dark
gives them some kind of permanence in the dark.
I am a lonely girl. Surrounded by people and places unfamiliar. I have no where to belong Only this long path to walk on alone and no rest stops along the way.
The light and warmth I used to sense in the distance has long faded, flickered out. Yet I walk on, to pass where that light now lays dead and shuffle on until I see a


38 lines,19 bedsongs,13 nightsIt's 3 a.m. again and I know the morning is coming way too soon when I wake up, the alarm will be reset, I'll push back that shower just to sleep another minute or two. The 15 minutes that could make me or break me.38 lines,19 bedsongs,13 nights
But right now that's okay. Because my phone rang an hour ago to clear out the doubts left in my head Now the playing field has turned and life is planning a different course.
I've let go of the empty words and meaningless talk Now i am finally in charge. And it feels so good just to fly free. The dream was so close and the taste so sweet I just didn't